My trouble

1. Okie! These days I don't know what I am doing. I used to really want to join the track but: first, my package is still far away + second, my legs fell hurt when running + third, it costs money for physical examination and for just joining the activity (which I didn't know before). I have a feeling that track will be as bad as basketball which I used to take before in highschool. I must accept that there is something that I am not at it no matter how hard I try.

2. I feel hopeless and upset and stressed today.

Ooh! I don't know what to do now. I try to listen to some music to relax.